This is not going to be a fun post. You don't really even have to read it, I just sort of need to get this out. And for some reason I seem to have got the idea that it'll be useful to catalogue where I am now, in case I ever get better and want to look back on where I was.

( Feelings and mental issues and shit under here. )

Another somewhat-srsface post, apologies. This time I'm rambling about the phenomenon I've been calling fandom fatigue. I'm trying to sort this out while I'm not actively emo-ing about it, so bear with me while I think out loud for a second. Okay ( Read more... )

Okay, serious post. Bear with me while I sort this out. You don't have to read this, but I do welcome advice. And hugs, hugs are always good.

( In which Rin seriously reconsiders her life plan )

Whew. First run of Wyrd Sisters and we didn't die. Also I feel lots more intimidating in my whole costume, so yeah, good rehearsal day ( Read more... )

*glances at wrist* Oh hey, look at the time. It is New Year's eve, and that means it is time for the yearly sum-up ramblypost ( Read more... )

I feel that I should record this for future reference: something is about to change. I'm getting the feeling again that some big personal transformation is in the works. I have the foreknowledge, right at this moment, that I am going to get better, and I want to make sure I remember it later ( Read more... )